grandpa

today is my grandpa's birthday.. he is 87th
and i called him said happy birthday to him ...
apparently my grandpa is kinda deaf now...
i would always love to communicate with him more...
or listen to his past stories...
or at least tell him what i am studying...
i know he wants to know more about my life... for example he asked about my uni tuition fees today... but it was quite hard to answer him as he couldn't really listen to what you say...
you sort of have a shout a few times...

these things seem so distant now...
like before i went back... we could only sit in front of the TV together... and say nothing...

as well as that my grandma's health is declining...
it's quite hard for me to express my care to her as she is quite sick...
the only thing i could do is to talk to her and joke around so that she would laugh...

and it makes me think back to my childhood, i was always sleep together with them. and grandma loves telling stories .. the sad thing is i only remember some of them now... all the memories are so unclear ... juz want to spend more time with them...

i know that's the reality...

i just hope i could treasure everything around me...
actually i really look forward to my grandpa's birthday dinner few weeks later...